Hello beloved, am glad you want to read the story of my life title “Tired of Waiting” Hope you would learn from my mistake and avoid the dilemma am into now
I am a Christian lady from a decent background, am of age but still single. I was thinking God is wicked till I realized how I have being the accuser of my own soul 😥 I played a dangerous tune and I also danced to it. I wish I never did play the tone nor dance to it. But now, it is late. Time indeed is the most precious thing on earth.
Who do I now blame for still being in my single-hood when am supposed to be a mother of about ten years old( a lady of 37+ can be a mother of such). Should I blame my parents for not forcing me to marry when suitors were coming? If they had force me, i wont be in this condition now. Or should I blame my bad friends who made me see affluence as a priority.? Am now tired of waiting for a man of affluence
Naturally am beautiful, average height and of good character. I had many suitors but no one was very rich as i wanted. I still remember one young man that approached me for marriage proposal, he has an old Mercedes Benz that is not fancy and rich-like. When he proposed to me, I told him i need to pray and seek for the will of Almighty.
The man being a Christian just like my family obliged to my response to pray, he said he would get back to me later. I did not even pray about it, yes I didn’t because the man was not rich. You know what I did? I lied. When he asked me about the prayer, I answered him “am still praying”. But in my heart I have concluded I will not marry him. Of-course this is what most Christian ladies do
I just told him I was still on prayers because if i proclaim that it was not God’s will without delaying, he might decipher I did not pray. After everything the man moved ahead with his life. Now am in regret. I wish I behaved like Mrs Lizzy Johnson Suleman . She married poor but now in affluence
I wish i was like humble like my mother, I wont have being in this pitiable abysmal.Yes, my mother is humble that is the reason he married my father whom barely lives an average life.
Advice To Ladies: My follow Christian ladies, please don”t tell a man you will pray over his proposal and put him in unnecessary delay and suspense when you know you wont really pray. Please don”t use abundance and affluence as criteria that qualify your suitors and never wait for a rich man, go help him make wealth. Am already tired of waiting
Am your beloved whom prepare not to disclose name for some reasons, Remain blessed.